Wow! i read my past blogs. I am still wondering if that is me. It's so werid to think it was me. In reality it is me. Haha.

It is great to look in the past and see all the entries that were written. It really does make you laugh when you look in the past. Jeez couldn't contain myself a couple of times.

But all is good, in no time.

its been such a long time since ive been on here.

it's been atleast a few years, i was having one of those remembering the past moment and i remember i used to blogg on here. lol. like when i was in highschool and early college.

my old posts are hiliarious! jeez that saying "your gonna look back at that and laugh about it" is very true. so heres the update of whats been going on in my life.

im still with carlos ( i left my ex fiance for) its been 2 years and 4 months now. i am heading to medical or pharamacy school ^.^ yay! I have applied at both (yeah i took both admissions test) I like both careers so who ever takes me i'm going to go in. But right now i am just trying to make it right now since the economy is horrible right now. It's hard for me to get school loans and i am working at walmart now. (ewww!) gotta take what you can get. i hope people can actually evolve to more higher standards, so we can get out of this mess. People wanting freebies from the government, Get Lost Litterally! i payed my way through school, and all my bills with barely nothing paycheck (^.^ SCORRE ONE FOR ME!!) i am pretty sure you can do the same. ohh wait nevermind your children are gonna get you money. we definetly need a limit on how many kids the governement will support for low income families. ohhh and im not a democrat or a republican, im the new american, wanna know what it is called

" Hard Working American Who Wants A Career Doesn't Need No One To Tell Them What To Do And Wishes Their Taxes Don't Go To Morons Who Didn't Do Anything Or Didn't Tried At All So They Can Use Their Taxes To Buy Stuff Group"

yeah im an American! lol.

you might disagree with me, but i would get mad if you payed $500 dollars into the government and you only got $150 dollars back and you barely covered your expenses for the year and wish you could buy some new clothes  and your about to lose your home, but a single mom with one kid living with her "husband" (they don't get legally married but they act has one) pays $500 into the system and gets more than $3000 dollars back and "husband" is recieving all government support like "food stamps and Section 8( which is where the gov't pays your rent). I mean i got denied student aid because my mom made less than $50K (i have to wait intil im 24 before i can claim just myself on Finicial Aid) and is supporting me and my sister in school.i mean that doesn't sound fair... maybe we should all do it.

Show everyone that us, Working Class America! pay for everything and that we deserve to be treated better and fairly. before we will go back to working and doing things on our own. i think the lower income people should be shaking your hands Working class America for doing the things we do.

lol enough of my ranting.. lol.. but i am getting politically involved since i think people are degrading there critical thinking skills and only thinking more like zombies than ever.

so yeah thats whats going on

BYE!

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i hate my ex fiance

hahahaha

there some people in this world that need to go back to a medical ward.

okay this girl, i use to hangout with, i was involved with someone in her family before i hanged with her. thats the story on that.

i dont hate her, but shes got some attitude problems. she left a message on my ex's page that something will go down if i go out to gandy. on top of that she left a rude message on mine, sorry but thats immature, i broke up with him because i found someone who will be there for me and that i love. im not gonna suffer in a relationship that is going to be in hell in matter of mins.  i think she has no place to say anything to me or be a enforcer to hurt other people cause someone they know is just sad or upset because a decision making that will help out both in the end. but she needs help, before she goes in the deep end, which she probably is, since shes going to college this year, expecially usf. so i feel bad that shes going to be fucked up soon, if not by me, i dont fight, i play smarter. lets say legal actions last longer than brusies.ohhh weelll.

i love carlos peace.

we be going to mexico either in dec or in march yay. me and carlos (mostly carlos) were building the kitchen now. it's going to turn out awsome. i need to take pics of the house. because if you want anything done in your house carlos is willing to make it if you pay him. he doesnt do shitty job either. he works with steel, stain less, chrome, gold/silver/brass plating, electric, cars, plumbing, wood, and carbon fiber. so yah, were either opening a custom furiniture store or performance car mechanic shop. so we dont know. im going to be donw with my Associates by next year. and ill be going into business, and ill be learning japanesse and spanish. so i hopefully be able to speak both fluent one day. but yah were building all furniture for the house, i dont know about the couchs, but everything esle we are.

hotels are like soap operas

         i work at a hotel now. blah i cant say the name . but  i work in a practical soap opera enviroment. chasing down people, flirting, fights, drunk people stragging around. what better job than that. (i dont do the flirting the guest end up doing most of it) but anyway today ive been chasing 3 people to chainge a credit card, to get them to see when there checking out and to see if whos paying for room or not. but ohhh well. the phones have been ringing constantly and its up and down and up and down wooohooo. excersie at work, what fun. and i dont need to go run around.

        anyway st.patties day was fun. i was drunk and high and watching naruto on a big flat screen. not has big waynes but almost there. i still like waynes though. anyway mikes pissed at me, why cause i went with percy and amanda to amandas mom house to have fun. not be sitting there figuring out what to do. either way he's been pissing me off, just like kasey did. not having any money, having me to lend money, and not doing anything fun. im person in the group trying to get them to have fun. so yah im bored ttyl